I made this track on a stream on the 2nd of November, 2021, which was the 306th day of the year.
lyrics
Look at that.
It might only be 8 measures long.
But it still sounds good.
I don't know how other people do it.
Sitting here for hours
When the thing you want to say is exactly in your head.
When it comes to me, comes to you, comes to everyone is a bit strange
To others, we're others, and others anyway
All I wanted to say to you is if you want to do it, do it.
You'll feel a hell of a lot better after.
Cause right now I'm doing it.
And it feels so good to realize I can.
Just some times some times some times.
I wish to see you do you
Cause doing you is important
Inspires other people to be themselves
To be themselves
Making it. This music.
Even if it's an 8 bar loop.
8 bar loop.
8 bars is not many.
Give me your 8 bars
Give me your 8 bars
Give me your 8 bars
So I think we got it.
And downstairs I go.
Away with my feelings.
Away with this show.
And sometimes I think "What else is there to do?"
What else is there to do?
By myself. Myself. Waiting for you.
But not accepting you.
By myself. I just need hours and hours to myself.
To get over what's happening in my brain.
And sometimes, sometimes I think
I think.
I think
Sometimes I think
Sometimes I actually think!
And it just doesn't come from the Ether anymore like it usually does.
Pulled from somewhere else.
Or It's the whole world.
Just in your head. Gotta let a bit gotta let em search you
Gotta let them come inside of your head.
And just because you think you are an individual]
Doesn't mean you are really an individual.
Does it? Even as much as you want to profess that you are, but.
I'm an individual. I make my own mistakes.
I'm an individual. I ground myself to the planet and it helps me with that because the planet is just a conscious being too.
And I don't have anything to prove my theory.
But it's a belief.
Cause sometimes I talk to the trees, too.
Just another thing, another thing on top of that.
Have you ever laid in the grass?
But not naked. Because that's weird.
We're so empowered by our personal beliefs.
In society that we exist on which doesn't exist without us
To exist in reality is to resist and exalgany and my words didn't come out right because we exist in reality because society.
Is a large part of who you are.
And you know we kind of resent that.
Because people can get in our way.
When we're trying to just figure out what the fuck is going on in our heads
In our heads
And what they're trying to tell us
Because sometimes I don't want to hear you talking to me.
I want to be alone.
In my own head.
So I can figure out what it is you're trying to say to me,
Each time you open your mouth
And I love you
But I can't. I can't. I can't It just It just gets so much,
So much. So much.
I'm overwhelmed. I just.
I can't. I can't. I-i-I can't deal.
And I want you to know that I'm not trying to do it on purpose.
I just If.. if I go there that's where the anger is. The confusion
And I'm already confused enough.
So I don't want to- to listen because I'm already confused enough,
And
And
And
And
And
And
And
And now I'm streaming about it to whoever may see this'll be a clip tomorrow
Hell I'll even publish it on my SoundCloud
Because I made an 8-bar track
And it's the same one that's been playing over and over
And I don't know if you're sick of it, but I'm not and
I'm just trying to figure out what's going on in my head
Because words are the only thing that I can really put any feeling into
Cause feelings are really hard
And as a person who didn't really grow-up responding well to feelings
Except you know those feelings you get late at night when, you know, you've had too many oysters.
So anyways, here we are, at the end of another 8-bar loop.
Anything other than oysters I wanna see
It's 8:22
We have another hour
Well almost an hour
Where should I stop it?
Where should I stop this song?
Stop this
Stop this
Stop this
Stop this
Stop stop stop this
Stop stop stop stop this
Stop stop Stop stop this
Stop stop stop stop this
Stop stop stop stop stop stop
Stop making noise
Stop
Making
Noise
Stop stop
Stop making noise
Stop making
Stop making noise
Stop making
Noise
Stop making noise.
credits
released November 3, 2021
Thanks, EnjoyBeing, for doing all the things.
Pennsylvania born EnjoyBeing makes improvised music based on whatever is going through his brain lobes at any one time. This is where he posts his greatest daily songs.
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